At the podium giving your speech in your cute green vest.
It was a magical moment, when you joined me in the family of Christ. I was sure you were the one since that night.
Unfortunately not too long after, I was strayed away from God and became clueless and hopeless. Which as a result let down a lot of people around me. It made me face the hard truth today about what I have done, what I have not done and how my weakness has caused many others to suffer. Whatever we have comes from God, if we lose our faith and not walk with him, he will take them away, he will give us hardships and make sure we learn our lessons.
I'm beginning to see how sinful I was, just like how the Israeli people turned their backs on God again and again. I hope God will revive my lowly spirit and revive my contrite heart. The point is He loves me, just as He loves the Israeli people... even though we screw up big times... and multiple times.
Looking forward to the same joy we had back then.
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